Gate 28 Human Design
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Gate 28 - Preponderance of the Great. Excess, line 1 - Preparation. Part of the knowing circuit and the channel of Struggle; the design of Stubbornness. Harmonic with ‘The Fighter’. 38; Opposition.
I had the channel of struggle during my Saturn return. I see where I definitely struggled during that time, but it also served as a fuel and a major catalyst for change in my life. I got in a big ugly fight with my bf at the time, ended up with two black eyes (there’s more to that story, I’ll share another time maybe) but it led me to really looking at this pattern to why I kept finding myself in situations, especially with men, where my inner authority was being challenged, and my health was also at the forefront during that time.
I did this complete 180 in my life and after a lot of struggling to master my new habits I broke though to a side of me I’d not experienced since I was a child, if ever at all! The fight for the individual spirit to live and be as itself. The struggle to be one’s own authority. And what’s the point of it all, what meaning do we give to our lives? The fear of death is no stranger to all of us, we face it at one time or another in our lives, death is inevitable, and, what will you find inside as your greatness to Live for? To the individual channel of struggle it can literally look like a fight for one’s life.
I have a dear friend that possesses this channel and we joke because she’s often tripping and stubbing a toe or something awkward in her body. 6th line design can be like that. When it comes to fighting for what is right in her life though, and embracing her unique struggle; well it’s been a trial and error but she shines beautifully doing it. Shes amazing! She’s been a big helper on my own journey, I just want to acknowledge that in her, you know who you are and I love you to bits!
This week we have the sun in gate 28. Notice if you are feeling some sort of way about what makes your life worth living. Do you sense fear of death or struggle to find your unique ‘thing’ worth fighting for? Have you had a human design reading?
We’re all designed to live something out like none other. Not one of us are the same but we all have to fight the currents in the maya. It is a fight at times. To break free from homogenization is no small feat! To be yourself in a world of puppet masters and sheep is worth the fighting, for everyone! But/and, do you know yourself?
To know thyself and put proverbial blinders on to anything else that goes against your inner current. That’s it. I mean, we can argue that putting our heads in the sand is not serving, or is it? There’s something in you worth fighting for. You are worth fighting for. To love yourself by stubbornly pushing away anything not in alignment with who you are. No submission!
Careful out there this week because we can also often see power struggles and accidents with this energy.
From the Rave iChing:
“The Spleen is the home of our oldest and only existential awareness, our body consciousness, the 'gut' feeling.
The 28th gate is a conceptualizing gate, the first step of any awareness process. The potential of intuition is to know in the now, whether it is of value to struggle or not.
Where the mechanical fighter will not listen, the game player must. The fear of this gate is of death. The challenge is life itself. The development of intuitional potential is based on trial and error.
Being a part of the Knowing Circuit, this is a deeply individual process. The risks are always taken alone and so are the consequences. The individual in society is the key to direction, but that role is fraught with difficulties.
Any change in direction is the direct result of Mutation, the Format (3/ 60) of this circuit (which just left us with this shift) If the mutation is going to be successful and replace the old with the new, the Tribe and the Collective must be convinced of its value.
The knower who does not know what knowing to fight for, or how to fight for it, will face enormous resistance.”
~ Ra Uru Hu
"Put blinders on to those things that conspire to hold you back, especially the ones in your own head."
~ Meryl Streep
Doubt the Doubt!
