Neutrino Riff

If you look around on any given social media platform, you’re going find a lot of information right now, or really anytime, but especially right now since we have a lot of very interesting transits going on, along with an eclipse season. So we’re hearing a lot about the planets, and what they are doing right now. 

You’ll be noticing that some astrologers will be saying "now is a great time to plant seeds of intention and go for it, Aries in Neptune go for your goals, fulfill your dreams," blah blah blah.

And on the other end, you’ll hear astrologers saying "no it’s not the time to plant seeds, this is a time to let go and internally, digest what is coming up for you and recognize where you’re feeling pulled this way or that way" and more blah blah.

The thing is, it could be this way or that way. And isn’t it just the way life is, the juxtaposition, this and that of a collective experience in the Maya?

You could be going through a deeply cleansing and beautiful, powerful time, sensing your self love - while your neighbor is going through a terrifying, emotional turbulence transition, and beating themselves up about it.  

No one can tell you what the future holds, they can give you the scenarios and their own unique interpretation of what is happening… But this is the beauty of Human Design and what Inner Authority is all about. And why Human Design, the Science of Differentiation, Mechanics of the Maya, this inner authority - is the only way. That doesn’t give you any kind of “security“ in knowing what the future will look like. But what it does do is it gives you Inner Trust.  An inner peace and quiet, inside. It helps you let go of the worry of the future, what is going on, where are we going, etc, etc. It helps you let go of what everyone else is saying, thinking, all these opinions of what this transition is all about, and puts the power in you. It puts the power in You.

It puts the power in You.

We’re all students, and teachers, we’ve got our heretics. We’ve got our role model. We’ve got our trial and error adapters, we’ve got our investigators, we’ve got our naturals and our networkers…. And some of them will resonate with us, some of them are what we consider our fractal. But ultimately any good teacher is leading you to yourself, leading you to your inner truth.

We don’t need people telling us what to do, or where we’re being taken, we don’t need a hero, a savior, we don’t need angels to come down from the sky and save us, we don’t need the aliens to invade and take us away.  What we need is to really tap into that inner authority, and fuck the rest!

What is true for you?  Only you know. Differentiate. Be unique. Forget the past as a form or direction, forget the future and its possibilities, or probabilities, unless that’s of course, correct for you to speculate, thank you design of the thinkers, design of opinions, design of abstraction. I don’t want to discredit your role. But yeah, yada yada yada, and blah blah blah, let go of your fucking mind and just be here now. Emotional beings, where you at in your wave? Splenic, what do you need in this now moment? Ego, authority, what would feel empowering to you? And on and on your type your strategy, all of it is so unique to you.

What do you need? 

Now in this moment, what is your body calling for?  What do you Fear, what would bring you Hope, what do you Desire, what leaves you feeling Guilty that you need to somehow show up differently? What do you Fear going without? This will be unique to you of course!

This eclipse season is showing you where you’re weak, where you’re strong, where you need to harness your power, where you need to let go of power, where is the resistance, where is there ease, where can we be sensible, practical, or perhaps you’re meant to just fucking leave, or lead, and try something new. 

Again, this is personal, and yet again it’s laughable because it isn’t personal at all. 

These last few days have been quite confusing, probably the last couple weeks really, all this Pisces energy, which is very transpersonal very karmic, very collective, and we’re moving into all this Aries energy, which is so personal, what are we identifying with? What is yours, and what is for you to put down? Stop carrying other people‘s loads.

As a transpersonal being, I see it like a Karmic mirror being held up to me and I’m seeing myself in ways that are both terrifying, but also so empowering. So beautiful yet so weak, disruptive, yet so quiet, and still. It's also so jam-packed with a shocking punch, and totally choiceless. I’m being reminded that I love myself. I am seeing the “work“ that I’ve done on myself, simply by trusting my inner authority, and following my inner convictions play out. I’m seeing where the times I did not trust my inner authority - chaos, turbulence, or a crisis in one way shape or form. 

I’m seeing in others where they’re, perhaps due to a lack the awareness of how the program holds us along, these planets that just usher us through like cattle being sold, being pulled along this line of - no choice. Some have learned surrender to it, while others... to see the resistance and there is this pain that follows.

I’m not saying that these different astrologers are wrong, I am saying is its this AND that, and the best authority for you to be listening to is Yourself. You have got to trust yourself. You have to trust yourself. 

If it feels like you should go do that thing. Go do that thing. If it feels like you should sit with whatever it is coming up for you, then sit and rest. 

The body will not lie. Listen, get some space alone and deeply listen to yourself. There is no better guru.

I don’t know about you, but I’m tired of hearing what everybody else has to say and I just wanna hear my own inner authority, goddamn it. LOL Everybody just shut up will ya? 

I partly joke, I do enjoy others outer authority, and I do resonate with some of the things I have read, but right now with everything going on all I personally want is to hear my own inner voice. How about that? We all need to deeply hear our own inner voice. 

Aries season… Neptune moving into Aries... what a ride we’re on. I'll do a write up on what I see this ushering in, sometime soon... but for now, I leave it at this. Do you know how to hear your inner authority? 

Love yourself, choose wisely 🦅💯🕊️💝🙏🏽

Gotta love what comes out of me on 5th line days... Heres a song to go with the mood. Photo credit above of the horses by my talented Uncle Steve. You can check out more of his amazing photography here on Flickr 

Sometimes I write to myself... Enjoy, or not. lol